Tuesday, September 16, 2014
First of, I want to tell Freddie Lee to keep going and to never give up. The reason why they want to suppress you is because they cannot stand the truth. However, the truth will come out no matter what happen. Anyway, I have been thinking a lot about how my body is and I can say that every time I look at the mirror, I always feel that my body already looks good enough. I am not trying to sound arrogant. All I am saying is that I do not need to lose weight, nor gain weight because I got to a point where I do not have to change the way my body looks anymore. I realize that the reason why I was never confident is because I failed to look deep inside myself. Now, I found the confidence I needed in my body. Therefore, confidence is not a goal to reach, but something that grows within. People will always tell you: "Do this or do that and you will feel confident" Oh really? I guarantee you that there a lot of fighters that still are not confident. They never feel like they are good enough. They are always looking for somebody to compete with. To me, I do not need my body to be accepted by everybody else. Of course, I will still exercise but I will only exercise because deep down inside, it is something I enjoy to do. I am not trying to gain anything out of it. As long as I accepted the way I look, nothing can bring me down. That, my friends, is true Kung Fu.