I have to movie again sucks ill lose everything again and have to start fresh again. Im at the point where i just dont give a damn about anyone or anything but my training it will always be their for me pretty much the only thing that makes me happy. Ill admit sucks only owning a cellphone and some clothes on my back i guess thats life im sure their are others out there worse than me trying to keep my head up. Its a struggle im trying my best to fight it. I got some things to straighten out i may add more to this later.