My expression on YouTube, FaceBook, & the FMK Blog will be as real as it can get. YouTube has restrictions on personal expression so I will have to abide by those guidelines, but FB and the Blog has greater freedom of expression. When I am angry, you will see my anger, when I am at peace, you will feel the peace. I am not going to hide away the anger and frustration and only show the “positive.” That to me is being fake. I am not going to smile when I am unhappy. I will smile when I feel like smiling; I am not going to smile to make you happy.
I’m not here to make friends, I am here to express myself and be honest. I am using the YouTube, FB, and the FMK Blog as avenues of creative self-expression. It is my online journal based on reality. Sometimes you will see things that you don’t want to see, but that is just a part of life. It is impossible to be happy 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Even a sage will have moments of anger. But the difference is that the sage is fully engaged within this moment of anger. When he is angry, you will see real anger, it is not going to be anger masked with happiness.
When you see less anger in my expression that means I am in greater peace, but if I am too peaceful then where is the excitement and entertainment? Would Bruce Lee or 2pac Shakur be who they were without anger and a little expression of violence? How can there be a Martial Arts movie without fighting? How can there be hardcore gangster rap music without profanity?
I see there is beauty in anger as long as there is not too much of it. I may be able to go 360 days without being angry, but for those 5 days in a year, you will witness some real anger, I’m not going to hide it away, because it is a part of my growth, it is a part of my expression. If you want to hang me for this, if you want to “block”, “unsubscribe”, or quit, then you might as well do so now rather than later, that way you can save us both from the drama. I am not going to stop my real expression for you. You have no right to tell me how to express myself within social media outlets that belong to me!
That’s like you coming into my home and telling me how to arrange my furniture, if you don’t like it, get out! Go arrange your own furniture in your own home! Always remember I’m not here to make you happy, I’m simply here to be myself, if you have a problem with that, you can get out of my life, I don’t want you here anyway because I only want people here that truly wish to be here. I don’t like to share with others who do not appreciate what I have to share.
I spend much of my time and energy producing the material that I do, I wish to only make it available for those who appreciate this work. Those who do not appreciate my work, I see them as a distraction. It is like a movie theater that has limited seating, those who come in with headphones and that fall asleep should leave and make room for those who actually wish to watch, listen, learn, and enjoy.